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Lent Day 18. Awareness.

Hello.   My name is Heather.   I am a sugar addict.   I am twelve hours since my last hit – it was a red gummy bear.   Eighteen days ago, I set out to live a sugar clean lent.   In that span, I have one day clean. Lent, among other things, is a time to bring us to awareness of our faults.   Awareness leads us to the place we can do something about it.   Lent is about disciplining ourselves; when it comes to sugar, there is only minimal restraint.   Day 18, it is a new day. Awareness.   Again, I face my life of good intentions and lack of discipline and follow-through.   The lack of discipline does not bother me too much.   I have always been a more flexible, ever-changing person.   Don’t get me wrong, I also like plans and organization, but I do not set them in concrete.   I operate in a world of “ish” – Dinner is 5:30ish; bedtime for the kids, 7:30ish.   There is a schedule, but if we are glued to a book or h...